Karma the Eternal Payback

You know one of the things that used to satisfy me? That your gonna get what's coming to you. I've always lived my life by the golden rule for the most part. You know "Do on to others as you want them to do unto you". So I would treat people with respect and be nice for the most part. I have to keep saying “For the most part” because I know how and have be a real dick in the past. But none the less I'll say overall I treated people pretty fairly.

I've never really been a person for revenge. For the most part I would just turn the other cheek because I know that there was a god and even if you didn't get pay back in this life. There's an eternal life that lasts for eternity and before you get there you will have to stand in front of the ultimate judge and be held responsible for the things you did in your life. Yes that was my revenge. I took comfort in knowing that one day you will die being an asshole and god will see it and punish you with the swift hammer of justice banishing you to an eternal damnation in the lake of fire... Yes!!! Justice will be severed… you got served…

However... in my current state. god and everything I thought I knew about life in the since of good and evil and the afterlife has made what I previously stated to be somewhat of a myth. Not saying that I don't believe in god. But at this point in my life I'm just not that sure. The concept of religion seems like propaganda to me. You know don't eat meat, woman be submissive to man and etc. But this is not about what I think about god. This is about revenge. The ultimate justice.

If you don't believe that people reap what they sew then where does that put you in the scheme of things when it comes to payback for getting screwed over. If there's no such thing as good and evil. Then even if you kill someone and go to jail on earth in the next life it will go unpunished. And that's what matters right? The afterlife... I mean in all seriousness fuck this life. The afterlife is what all religions, philosophers, poets, physics and etc. Talk about as being the important thing. I mean its eternity... it last beyond forever. But who really knows right?

All I'm saying is how do you handle situations when you don't believe that justice is being served. I mean even without a belief system you generally try to be a good person and still treat people in a manner that allows them to think positive of you. We all have morals in us that are just there from birth. But when people keep stabbing you in the back and double crossing you where and when does it end? I mean what do you do? The name of the game is survival and that's what it's always been about. Living... so that is my thoughts about karma, revenge, and justice as in payback...