The words are just going to come out; I'm just going to
write them as they come. Seems like the template these days. I woke up this
morning with one thing on my mind after reading a message in my inbox on
Facebook. "I don't have time to teach anybody how to love or how to live
for that matter." Like one of my best friends says "I ain't got the
time". I can't tell you how many people call me, text me, message me about
advice about love, life, and other stuff. I don't mind it, really I don't. But
what eerks me is that you contact me by whatever means and ask for my advice
and I give it to you, and then the next time I communicate with you, you’re the
same shit. I don't care if you take my advice; I'm not God contrary to what
people think and what I've said in the past (that's a joke). I don't have all
the answers. But don't be on the same shit when you contact me again telling me
about the same situation and you didn't take my advice or someone else’s advice.
You obvious like being in that situation and it goes from you asking me about
the situation to you complaining about the situation. I’m not fond of complainers
who won’t make an effort to change their circumstances. I’m always on the side
of happiness by any means of getting there. The people who have taken my advice
are doing fine, others whatever. It doesn't even have to be if they trust me or
not, clearly they don't trust themselves and that my friends had nothing to do
with me.
This also goes for people who are interested in me and are
expecting me to make a move on them when from my understanding we were just
friends. Understanding is a mother fucker and so is perception. All I’m saying
is don’t be mad at me when I do something that’s messed up because I didn’t
know you were interested in me. I’m a pretty good guesser and I can usually put
two and two together but I don’t know everything and sometimes I don’t see the
signs. Closed mouths don’t get fed. That’s the end of that. How can I be accountable
for how you feel about me and I don’t know. Some of ya’ll are crazy to think
otherwise. Don’t be mad at me. I do the most already. I’m only human… I needed
to get that out and now I'm done.